iKON’s “I’m Ok” MV Comforts People Who Suffer From Depression

Every single line of lyrics describes my life, especially “you break every piece of me when you laughed out as if my sadness means nothing to you.” I relate to this one so so so badly. I’ve been diagnosed with depression, bipolar disorder, social anxiety, anxiety in general, and I sometimes feel as if I talk to the voices in my head, as if it’s not just myself. I started self harming about a year ago and stopped, but started again recently because the pain was too much for me to handle. There’s a guy in my school who used to care for me and loved me like no one has ever did before. Then he left me. For whatever reason. He just left. He stopped talking to me and stopped caring about me. He breaks every single part of me when he laughs while I have my head down secretly tearing up…thinking about how much he used to care about me. My dad also left us. And my family doesn’t understand my struggles. I feel lonely all the time and the most I can react to that is cry alone in my dark room with my pillows, making it even worse than it already is. I’ve considered suicide as an option quite a few times, but I didn’t have the courage. Sometimes I just want to sleep and never ever wake up again. All of this is going on inside my head but all I’ll ever say when someone asks me if I’m doing fine is “I’m ok” because no one really cares. I hate being so discouraging, and yes, I did try if you’re wondering. I tried so hard to be happy, to find the wonderful things in life. But artificial happiness doesn’t last long. And it didn’t. He took my happiness along with him when he decided to leave me. But I just want to say this song is beautiful and relatable. Thank you so much iKON for making this song💜